I’m changing today and I feel a little awkward.
Its because I learned things from ChatGPT yesterday about myself and I am working that new awareness into how I do things.
My habits push back and I remind myself that I have a new outlook and way to interpret the world.
Why am I sharing this with you? Its ok to feel awkward and its a sign that you are growing.
I have talked before that change is never easy. Everyday I do something that is uncomfortable to increase my comfort zone.
For example earlier this week with that stress interview. Normally I would tell a company that is doing a stress interview on me I am not interested in them anymore and thank you.
I did not in this case because they were a client of the consulting company and that would negatively impact the consulting company. So I took one for the team.
If any company in the future wants to do a stress interview with me I will discontinue the process. I have taken one for the team, but a company puts you in repeated stress interview situations without telling you, that is a problem.
Its been a stressful week and I am taking it easy today. I have meet and exceeded all of my obligations to others, and now its time to focus on number 1.